Despues de la tormenta....

si, viene la calma.

Estoy mucho mas tranquila y dejé de pensar en guevadas (creo). Ayer me acosté increiblemente a las 20 hrs y descancé como nunca antes, desde que toy sin job. Riiiico.

Mi subconciente aprovechó de tomar varias determinaciones y la primera es: stop feel sorry for my self. La segunda es que debo tener paciencia y esperar para lograr un cambio, lo podría hacer ahora, pero el riesgo es muy alto. Y obviamente lo que necesito es estar muy, pero muy tranquila.

Solo queda sentarme frente a un círculo de personas y decir:

Hola, soy Rocío, adicta a la Nicotina y llevo 63 hrs sin fumar.
Hola, soy Rocío, adicta al azucar y comida chatarra y llevo 3 semanas sin consumir.
Hola, soy Rocío, obsesiva depresiva y llevo 12 hrs tranquila.

Además, después de estar escuchando a Chenoa y a Roxette es imposible alterarse de algún modo.

Como parte de la terapia hoy pretendo comprar un trozo de Rauli, para tallar. Y estudiarme el manual de seguros, k hasta el momento no he querido ni mirar. Ir en bici donde la Sra Olivia, y conseguirme cajas en el super.

(Dios! estoy absolutamente loca).

Pero por lo menos hoy estoy feliz.



"Get Together (Madonna)

(There's too much confusion)
(It's all an illusion)
(there's too much confusion)

Down, down, down in your heart
Find, find, find the secret
Turn, turn, turn your head around
Baby we can do it
We can do it all right

Do you believe in love at first sight
It's an illusion, I don't care
Do you believe I can make you feel better
Too much confusion, come on over here

[Chorus]

Can we get together
I really, I really wanna be with you
Come and check it out with me
I hope you, I hope you feel the same way too

I searched, I searched, I searched my whole life
To find, find, find the secret
But all I did was open up my eyes
Baby we can do it
we can do it all right

Do you believe that we can change the future
Do you believe I can make you feel better

[Chorus X2]

It's all an illusion
There's too much confusion
I'll make you feel better If it's bitter at the start
Then it's sweeter in the end"


Y esta es mi favorita de Madonna por la letra:

"Nothing Really Matters

When I was very young
Nothing really mattered to me
But making myself happy
I was the only one

Now that I am grown
Everything's changed
I'll never be the same
Because of you

Nothing really matters
Love is all we need
Everything I give you
All comes back to me

Looking at my life
It's very clear to me
I lived so selfishly
I was the only one

I realize
That nobody wins
Something is ending
And something begins

Nothing really matters
Love is all we need
Everything I give you
All comes back to me

Nothing takes the past away
Like the future
Nothing makes the darkness go
Like the light

You're shelter from the storm
Give me comfort in your arms

Nothing really matters
Love is all we need
Everything I give you
All comes back to me "